Love VS Love

False love is a spell that you fall for.
True love is something you cannot snap out of.

Everything is always up to you.
Breath and sunshine is all you need.
Embracing this will naturally bring love as a whole in your life eternally.

♥anastasia.rae

Water creates life, let's you live (lung or leaf), but may drown you. It contains a molecule that you breathe whether it's your first or last, it's always owned in that moment. Your thoughts are stones and solid of your life only once. They are thrown into the pond of the universe that creates a ripple surrounding you. Uncontrollable... It's pure. Random thoughts.

♥anastasia.rae

Today Was A Good, Productive, Excelling, Successful Day!

today was a good, productice, excelling, successful day!

is there one word for all those words? awesome!

i walked 10-11 miles up and downhill to a couple waterfalls. climbed over rocks while all the tourists took pictures of me instead of the waterfall. got some badass pictures. devine! (i will post them with the rest of my pics from this vacation)

my true native american heritage showed drastically.

saw ANOTHER black bear! with 3 cubs! she was a sexy mama, not too big! and i actually got pictures!
(but with a shitty camera)

then i ate at mellow mushroom with 11 family members (parents, aunt, uncle, brothers, cousins, grandparents...)
they didn't get the drug references and bought me a bunch of mellow mushroom shirts =]=]

OH... its been 26 hours since ive had a cigarette. i will have one now.

the only downfall: being 21 and not having your id

dear future self,
remember this day forever!
and get your fucking license.
♥anastasia.rae

| E D I T |

i can't upload any pictures from today onto this computer until i get back home to texas. but this picture i took myself on the roadtrip!
(in nashville, tn)

Black Bear

black bear

hangin onto a chandelier
a hand of grace and a hand of fear
which is more firm
this is the present becoming clear
this is the fall from the adjourn
when will it disappear?
when was i born?
that was then, this is now
everything shattered on the ground
through my thoughts, mind of clouds
creating holes for the sun
the lights are shining to avow
the stars will never be done
beating all chances
i stand there and stare
healing waters of a current's dance
eyes of flutes and ears of chants
through shrubs and ivy, the great black bear
comes out of the darkness
through the wind in my hair

♥anastasia.rae

I Welcome Myself Back

i welcome myself back

i have probably owned 20 different xanga sites. getting bored with one, starting over. my perfectionist mind taking over my procrastinating body. i have been on xanga, on and off, since i was 14. i am now 21, and i still really like it! i do wish it was like the way it was originally, but i still get the same vibes in certain aspects. this is where, when i needed it the most, i expressed myself as i grew from a little girl to a teenager to a woman. i also have a lot of webmastering experience because of this thing! i must say i am glad that xanga is here for me to come back to, no matter how many different accounts i make. its funny, here are some old accounts that i remember:

http://routemassacrexx.xanga.com/
http://lurglamux.xanga.com/
http://forlovely.xanga.com/
http://theuniverseislovely.xanga.com/

ohhh maturity does wonders on a person. well, to the way that you are percieved... that is.

♥anastasia.rae